Told my dad I hate him and Claire. A lot. .. Because they were having some huge shit fest.
And he just goes off on how I'm just huffy and in a bad mood blah blah blah YOU KNOW IT ISN'T TRUE YOU STILL LOVE US
yeeeeah

no.

I've hated both of you for a long, long time.
Between him and my mother I've pretty much lost any love towards them. Sure, my mom can pull fucking psychological bullshit, but I've just.. hated my dad for as long as I can remember. He left me, and while I'm sure he thinks he's a great father, I dream of hurting him in the worst ways possible.
Hey! But look at me now! I'm your huge disappointment, and I'll just keep disappointing you. I don't give a fuck! HAHA!
Really, all that gets me now is how annoying this whole family is.
Oh, and he's known that I have never enjoyed being touched. My whole life I've shied away from any physical contact, he knows I hate it and that I cringe (hell, it's partially his fault in the first place) but he always tries to hug me/pat me on the shoulder (and by pat I mean grip my shoulder and slap my back, fucking hurts) and so I shoved him off. "Don't touch me, you know I hate it" and then he says I'm just being rude for no reason. No, no dad there is reason and it's not rude when you're the one violating mywishes.

fucking shit saline wants it to g-g-g-go d-d-dooownnnn